Tuesday, December 1, 2009; all the crappy subjects
went to the concourse party shops at middle road to buy the lightsticks. since the big lightsticks were too expensive, i got this thing which i got from farah, who got this from iskandar, after the 10th anni.
but they are shorter and of a diff design. the same type of thingie that sells there is $1 each. too expensive.
and all those times during the 2 weeks of dance practice, 15(?) girls broke 15 times 2 times...about 5 nights of dancing....equals to 150 lightsticks. i think i overestimated that number. but assuming that its true, the 15 girls happily broke $225 worth of lightsticks.
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last night my mum and i were having this convo:
me: idk why we have to do this shit. we dont even need all these subjects. all they do is to haunt out minds 24/7
mum: but they make you smart
me: yeah right. smart. a measurement to assure ourselves that we are smarter than the average.
mum: see you are smart
me: but smart with all the shit we dont need in life. like who the fuck wants to know about the binomial theorem? or whatever guai lan trigo equation
mum: its a stepping stone
me: lol its a stepping stone. whatever i learned in p6 and sec 1 i all forgot
mum: see what you do is you step on a stone and you forget about it
blah and blah blah blah. someone doesnt wanna grow up today
started typing @ 12:52 AM
Thursday, November 26, 2009;
spent 3 hours straight doing housechores. if only i have made myself sit for the same duration of time to do my homework, it wouldnt be gnawing at my conscience now.
before @ 10pm
midway @ 12am
gave up @ 12:45am
i know we bought clothes but not this many. gawd. clothes of only 5 ppl.
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tmr will be last day at work. business aint that good these days and i had to be paid for going to work.....so we decided that i shouldnt work anymore.
have about 100 so far, including my leftover savings. should be enough to fund for the miscellaneous for the camp. gotta find out who bought the lights sticks during the 10th anniversary and where.
aish. still havent reach my target. its been 8 months since i started on this mission and i still cant save up to 250. my parents borrowed 145 and didnt return and i spent some stuff of my own.
yup. saving 250 for dad's bdae parent's 17th anni christmas is this difficult for a jobless 15yo student.
started typing @ 1:10 AM
Tuesday, November 24, 2009; housechores when i'm supposed to be asleep
after work today i came home and went to sleep. when i woke up at 7pm my family said they wanted to watch 2012. they asked me if i wanna go but since i just woke up, i had much less on my mind. i shook my head, and they watched it without me.
so i was home alone for about 4 hours straight. started working on 3 days worth of laundry.....cos i was running out of undergarments. =P
a few minutes before they came home i started on my hol hw, and seriously, i cant rmb much from this year. spoilers: they said all of the ppl in the movie died except for 3 ships(?) of people. yeah~
just now i was washing 1 month worth of socks with my hands. someone's socks smelt so foul all of them had to go for round 1 of washing before joing the other clothes.
someone (idk who) has this brand of underwear:
idk why but when i saw this on the underwear i laughed like mad to myself.
i was supposed to be doing my hw but.....oh.....look at the time.
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oopsy
started typing @ 12:43 AM
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Monday, November 23, 2009; cousin's wedding
went to my cousin's wedding. got married to his gf of 9 years (i think). yayyyyyyy
the dinner was at concord hotel. the lower floors look like its stuck in the 80s but from the 3rd floor onwards it's impressive.
zong hui: "orang utan"
zong hui and me
host: the second cheer is to wish the couple happiness and may they multiply in great numbers
lol
last year when this cousin's older bro (who is also my cousin) got married, i had lots to blog about. but now i only talk about the main points.....which is not on my mind at this hour in the morning.
we had fun and ate. and ate. we were sooooo full...
my family is asleep now. its 1: 15am in the morning...
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and i'm hungry
started typing @ 1:04 AM
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Saturday, November 21, 2009; oscar is in my house
right here, right now, at this very moment, oscar is in my house. playing with zong hui. since i had lunch with him after work at a nearby mcdonalds, i decided that i should introduced him to my mum.
and so he's here, beside me, playing with my bro's gun.
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went to work today. got back $16 for working 4 hours. the p1 kids are so cute lol. the world of small ppl~
the parents of the new batch are not bad. very patient and kind. my boss's family said that parents from my pri sch are not as kiasu and demanding as parents from other schs. wow, another lucky thing about me.
i love working. breaks me from the routine of excessive computer usage and constant thoughts of (unstudied) studies.
...oscar is reading my blog outloud...
i am so frikin tired.
i wanna sleeeeeeeeeep
started typing @ 3:30 PM
Thursday, November 19, 2009; stupid puppy
i'm tired. of course i'm tired. its 4:28am in the morning.
i can feel my eyes wearing out. erm its not gonna fall out or what...and its not torn and tattered. at this rate i'll need specs soon. cos i stare at the com screen for hours everyday.
eh how come always me one arh? whenever i wanna ask teachers something, i think that it's valid but i always end up regreting it right after.
2 years of making the same mistake repeatedly nearly everyday, and at the end of each and every moment learns nothing new. lips move automatically everytime a question pops into mind.
as stated in the image
i wanna write a poem. the first in about a year.
started typing @ 4:27 AM
Saturday, November 14, 2009; work
just came back from work. got $12 for working for 3 hours.
at first i thought they gave the wrong date and i nearly walked off crying.
wrong date?
and a few minutes later......she showed up. =]
my boss hor, she very nice. she is in her late 50s but look younger than that and is young at heart. my mum told me that when i first go out to work, i'm bound to get scolded by someone and i'll cry. but no leh, so far my days at work has been really enjoyable.
after i attempted and ditched the physics hw which i cant understand, i went to talk with my boss. we talked about her life experiences and ended off talking about religion. about taoism and soka. her life and experiences are interesting, she's a fun person to be with.
then her boss (her uncle) came to pick her up or something, we stopped talking immediately. lol. he wanted me to come back the next time. woot~
ohhh lucky me. all people i've worked with are so nice.
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its nice to work. its much better than stonning in class all day. or stonning in front of the computer 24/7. exposes you to other people and the world.
started typing @ 1:20 PM
; oooooh job
i've been downloading music from 4shared.com since 11pm+.
i've found the soundtrack to toradora!!!!!!!!! i'm so effing happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
whenever i find or see something that i like on the internet, i get this surge of happiness radiating from within. dont think about it - its not an orgasm.
because of downloading the music, ive neglected the hw beside me. its half done. i'll do it tmr.
--but i dont wanna sleep yet; the night just started--
i've been thinking of what mrs hong said. when i got this com a couple of weeks ago i told myself that i would write myself an essay to reason to myself why i'm so hooked to the com. i have yet to do that.
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the rain is so refreshing. yeah everything is coming to life. i wish that on this kind of night, my dad could bring us all out on a night drive like what we used to do. we havent done that in 23 months.
later today i'm going for a job trial at my pri sch to sell sch unis. see if the ppl wanna hire me or not. dammit the timing clashes with my meeting =(
i hope i get hired....
started typing @ 2:00 AM
Thursday, November 12, 2009; p6-ness
just came back from my pri sch. helped out at the p6 interclass games for soccer. and then hor, i met these two guys - naz and adrian. aish yesterday there was another guy like very nice one but i didnt ask for his name.
the ball nearly replaced my head
ehhhhhhhhh wait. wait. don't laugh. i know this drawing fails. i nearly got hit by a ball. i was reading the scores on the table when a ball landed right in front of my eyes. and i was like 'phew'. ah, now i know why i dont like sports - cos the ball might find its way to my head..... ok now you can laugh.
so me and naz were running around like p1 kids cos he stole my hp and i had to get it back. and before that he took away the score recordings and we were like this:
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today was fun AHAHAHA
no no i dont mean to be sarcastic or whatever. and i'm not screaming. i tried to look for anime ppl laughing/happy/fun but to no avail. all i found was edward(guy above) in this state.
went to talk to mrs hong after the games. she said that the computer has become the devil of me. true true. very true. but i still like!!!!!!!!
---some ppl are deprived of the com. they are so alive---
i'm gonna bathe. cos my neighbour's cat was happy so see my legs me. yeah now i have cattish stuff all over me. then i'm gonna have lunch with my mum.
maybe it has something to do with the computer and the music. idk. feeling carefree and happy and and and invincible. wish this feeling would last forever.
started typing @ 11:14 AM
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Wednesday, November 11, 2009; human decoration
